My diagnosis
“Before I was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukaemia (ALL), I didn’t know any of the classic symptoms of leukaemia. It never even crossed my mind that it could be cancer.
I was 24, and it was the end of April when I realised something wasn’t quite right. I had an infection that I just couldn’t shake and began to feel tired. But not any sort of tired, a fatigue that was constant and like I couldn’t get my energy levels back, no matter how long I slept. At the time, it was just something I put down to feeling stressed.
That was until all of my sinuses came up. I went to the dentist who said he had never seen anything like it before, and I was tried on a round of antibiotics, which didn’t work.
I woke up the next morning and noticed a blood rash appear over my legs and feet and felt that my spleen was swollen. Every time I took a step or took a breath, I could feel it at the side of my stomach pressing. I went to the hospital, told them how I had been feeling and had been sick whilst there. I had blood tests, and within half an hour they told me I had ALL.
I was shocked; I couldn’t wrap my head around it. Cancer? I denied my diagnosis for a week afterwards before the looming prospect of treatment began to appear. I was convinced that I either had COVID-19 or a chest infection and that there could be no possible way I had leukaemia. It wasn’t until I told my family and saw their reactions that it all began to feel real. I had cancer.”
Treatment
“I was isolated in hospital for three months; I had chemotherapy but didn’t go into remission. We made a switch to immunotherapy which didn’t work, so talks of a stem cell transplant began, as well as mentions of CAR-T therapy.
CAR-T wasn’t something I had heard of; there was just such a build-up about it. A decision was made that a stem cell transplant would be a better route.
But, after my stem cell transplant in November 2021, I relapsed. My options were seemingly becoming less and less likely, until the conversation of CAR-T arose once again. So, we went for it.
I wasn’t looking forward to being in hospital for a long period of time, but it was my last option. I was scared. There was a possibility that I would be back in intensive care again; I didn’t want to be away from my family.
I was sent from Belfast to Manchester as CAR-T therapy is not yet available in Northern Ireland. They explained to me the process of taking my T-cells, modifying them and putting them back in to kill the cancer cells.”
Whilst I worried about the impact of the treatment on both me and my loved ones, I was also concerned about the financial impact. This treatment is not covered by the NHS, and I would have to pay for my flights back and forth from Manchester as and when (as well as accommodation); luckily Leukaemia Care were able to help me cover some of these additional costs.”
My life now
Since having CAR-T therapy, I have had limited side effects, and all is seemingly going well. I am thankful for the dedicated team and support I had around me. Once I was able to get over some of the other worries, treatment itself was OK; if someone asked me whether I wanted to have a stem cell transplant or CAR-T therapy, I would pick CAR-T each and every time.
I found out about Leukaemia Care from my clinical nurse specialist who informed me the charity could provide a grant for patients in the CAR-T clinical trial. From my knowledge, Leukaemia Care is the only charity that provides this type of grant, and it has helped ease a great deal of burden.
Being able to receive financial support to help with my travel costs took a massive weight from my shoulders. A cancer diagnosis can mean taking time away from work, as well as the additional costs that can come with CAR-T therapy. It has been one less thing to worry about since I was told my cancer had relapsed.
I have had a very positive experience with this charity, and they have helped ease the extra stress that can be associated with a cancer diagnosis.”
Support services
If you or a loved one needs advice or support regarding your diagnosis, please get in touch. You can call our free helpline on 08088 010 444 and speak to one of our nurses. Alternatively, you can send a message to our team via WhatsApp on 07500 068 065 (services available Monday to Friday, 9am – 4:30pm).
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